♥ Fasha-ism ♥

Happy New Year ! :)

2011-01-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :) Too lazy to update this entry. okehh doo ! :D

Thank God i found you ♥

2010-12-01T19:14:00.002+08:00


en.boyfie ♥

home.

2010-11-04T23:59:00.004+08:00

home sweet home.
:) been a long tym since my last post.
been busy wit the exam & trainings.
just finished my CHM 301 paper yesterday.
credits to Spongebob Squarepants, Bugs Bunny, & Goku.
thanks for everything. :)
really appreciate it.

i'm going back tomorrow.
got futsal training early in the morning.

my right tummy hurts.
during futsal's training just now, sum1 accidentally kicked the ball & as i was standing in front of the goal post, it went straight to my tummy. I cried. :( the pain was too overbearing. huhu.

♥ I'm Fasha Cullen, & this is my story :)

26092010

2010-09-26T13:01:00.003+08:00

♥

5 more days to go :D

♥

sweet 21.

2010-09-22T04:32:00.004+08:00

Epy Bday Dg.Nur Fashareena !

i would lyk to wish me myself and i,
hepy bufday jaja!.

ouw yaa, i've been blocked temporaryly by FB, so for the tym being i cant reply any of ur comments :)

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eid mubarak !

2010-09-11T01:14:00.003+08:00

Epy eid mubarak people :)

MAD.

2010-08-27T18:50:00.002+08:00

just got back from rugby training :).
best glak.
The freshies, they still did the same mistakes again and again.
i was really mad at them.

got tae kwan do's training tonite.
couldnt wait :).

From this point onwards, i'm going to treat people exactly how they treat me. Some should be glad, others should be scared. :)

Happiness is what we seek for :)

2010-08-24T18:45:00.003+08:00

Today was quite hectic, got classes till 1 p.m. at Kompleks Makmal Sains, and then straight away went to PI. Submitted the progress of the website to Mr. Khairul, the unpredictable Mahaguru. For the first time, he likes the design, and the color coordination of website. He said it was nice. If you are taking his subject, you are one lucky piece of shi* if he say NICE. Trust me. Heh. Thank God, he didn't deduct any marks. :). Supa dupa happy.

Just got back from training. I'm having so much fun :). Shyoook bahh :). Lama ne gantung men rubgy , finally i got the chance to play. Went to training wit Marcella, Easter, Rini, Elvi, Daya & the freshies. Hehe. Even though 12 people ja yang turun main tadey, still enjoy men. too excited till i forgot to take pictures :| . Silly old me, hehe.

I'm going to Lib afterwards. Got unfinish business to be taken care of :).okayy duh.

xoxo,
f.

honey bee.

2010-08-11T13:41:00.003+08:00

1st day of fasting :). got stung by a bee during sahur :/. and now, my left feet is swollen. it scares me, but i'm too lazy to go to the UK (unit kesihatan). dont know what happens to the bee after i smacked it down. serves it right.

got running nose & sore throat. feel supa dupa uncomfortable. huhuhu.
went to 1B yesterday wit EMMA, FIFI, ARI, FEL, JIRA, & LENA.
feels sleepy, will update dis post later on kayy. okie duhh..

Nabawan Part 2

2010-07-28T12:45:00.003+08:00

en. sudin & me.

wearing Murut's traditional attire :)

Charlotty :)

NABAWAN Part 1

2010-07-26T19:46:00.003+08:00

just got back from NABAWAN yesterday. i'm enjoying myself to the max. i'm having sooooooo much fun. :D going to upload the pictures taken during the camping later on :)

some things are better left unsaid.

2010-07-13T00:32:00.002+08:00

We often say things we would not otherwise say. too many emotions, feelings and hurt come of things that are said that would have been better unsaid. i know that there are times when it's best to say what's on my mind, but there are also other times when a little voice inside tells me to keep my mouth shut.

dear diary.

2010-06-30T03:16:00.004+08:00

the future remains unclear but i'm okay wit dat. i'm okay wit people who always end up disappointing me. i've learn not to held my hopes high or else, i will be frustrated. everyone had warned me. i want to prove dat they are wrong, but they were all right. silly me. thinking dat i can change things. :/

swing wit me :)

2010-06-21T10:48:00.001+08:00

sedey ;(

2010-06-17T00:11:00.002+08:00

tiba-tiba.
sedey.
nda taw napa.
huh.

rindunya ma BFF aku.

Masni

Pipi

Syiela

Rina

rindunya ma kamu suma
:(

lamanya la lg buka sem,
boringny la cne.

exam result !

2010-06-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

huh~

tekanannnyaa.

xpat check result.

glak.

nevesnya aku.

bagagar bah.

isnin ne bru pat check result.

ntah camna la hdup aku 3 hari ne.

heih.

benci.

takut aku dm.

sem ne tlampaw men tul.

hope aku x kna dm.

amin :).

hurm,

xda mood ne maw mamam trus.

tgk bola pun xda mood.

stress.

StresS

StreSs

bla bla bla

2010-06-08T00:29:00.002+08:00

under construction :)

boredom strikes

2010-05-12T12:01:00.000+08:00

keboringan yg melampau lampau.
bru ja tertengok iklan LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN
glak, cam best ne.
pena bca cta tu.
tym primary skewl.
p lupa dah cta da sal pa.
3 JUN t kluar tu cta.
maw tgk. hehehhe

letting go.

2010-05-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about it, or ignore.
It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isn’t about winning or losing.
It’s not about pride, and its not about how i appear, and it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isnt blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness.
It’s not about giving in or giving up.
Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat.
To let go is to cherish memories, to overcome and move on.
It is having an open mind in confidence for the future.
Letting go is learning, experiencing, and growing.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made me laugh, made me cry, and made me grow.
It’s about all that i have, all that i had, and all that i will soon gain.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.
letting go is growing up. it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
To let go is to open a door, to clear a path and let myself free.

random la sangat.

2010-05-07T17:05:00.002+08:00

c yan c award aku ne.

trimas yanawi.

hahaha~

1. Link and thank the person (s) who awarded you.

2. State 7 things about yourself.

3. Pass this to 15 bloggers.

Random # 1

aku suka baca msg d fon kwan2.

if aku pnjam fon kmu knun2 maw amek lgu,

then aku diam2,

sebenarnya

aku tgh bca msg kmu tu.

hahahaha~

Random # 2

aku suka gigit kuku.

terjangkit dr c pipi kali.

Random # 3

aku ketawa cam pontianak.

mimang xegat dunia.

Random # 4

aku takut binatang.

even kucing n arnab.

takut aku.

xbrani aku pgg.

hehe~

Random # 5

aku kuat glak makan.

sekali makan bley hbes 2 pinggan.

tu la kali bdn aku gne ne.

hahaha~

Random # 6

aku suka gla menyanyi.

dlm 1 mggu, maw 3-4 kali jua aku p KBOX d 1B.

if aku tekanan,

pndai tu aku trn sndri p 1b,

melalak2 sna kbox c ilang tekanan aku.

hehehe~

Random # 7

num 13, kaw tatap d ati

the next award winner goes to :

chichi, Q, ari, fel, rehan,

boredom strikes.

2010-04-26T23:57:00.002+08:00

i wanna watch these:

CLASH OF THE TITANS

WHEN IN ROME

THE LOSERS

wanna come wit me?

text me.

ON CINTA

and send to 7552525

LOL :P

Justin Bieber - Baby ft. Ludacris

2010-04-25T13:16:00.001+08:00

99 facts about guys.

2010-04-25T13:15:00.000+08:00

1. Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys love flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
5. “Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!
14. Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow.”
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys EUR™ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”
59. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed of you or he’s criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

Justin Bieber "Eenie Meenie" feat. Sean Kingston [ & LEGACI ] (live) at...

2010-04-25T13:08:00.001+08:00

Charice - "Pyramid" featuring Iyaz - Studio Version

2010-04-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

♥

2010-04-24T22:46:00.002+08:00

"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."

you and me.

2010-04-24T22:29:00.008+08:00

if you are going to fall in ♥ with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in ♥ with, LOVE.

You are falling in love with my insecurities,
and my obsession,
trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me.
You are falling in ♥ with my immaturity,
my constant need to feel loved and appreciated,
my overactive tear ducts,
my internet obsession,
my tendency to be too clingy.

You fall in ♥ with my troubled past,
and my hopes and dreams,
and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart.

If you fall in ♥ with me,
you fall in love with my self-hate
and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me.

But,
you are also falling in ♥ with
the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you,
the way I’ll text you in the mornings
just telling you I hope you have a great day.

You’re falling in ♥ with the occasionally humorous
and/or thought-provoking things I say,
and the way I blush when people ask me about you.

But to me,
the most important thing will be that
you are falling in ♥ with me,
despite me thinking that it is impossible.

2010-04-18T22:01:00.001+08:00

boy, how i wish i could press rewind.

2010-04-18T21:12:00.005+08:00

Quite busy. dun have tym to update dis little baby of mine.
been busy with classes, assignments, tests, netball n rugby's training for the past few weeks.
training. training. training.
quite hectic. but i lyk.
keeps me busy. thanks to dat, dun have tym to think bout unnecessary things.
just wanna say 1 thing,
things have changed.
i find it rather comforting. it is for the best.
and i would b lying if i say no.
teettt,,
enuff wit de emo thingy..
got chemistry test tomorrow.
going to give my very best.
wish me luck peeps :)).

Biology Class Academic Visit's Pichaa :)

2010-02-08T15:55:00.002+08:00

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maw bertolak

20012010+2:23=?

2010-01-20T02:24:00.005+08:00

hola peeps.

just finished doing my CSC homework. quite sleepy, but wanna update this blog 1st. afterwards, still have to settle my QMT's work.

am very happy wit my life's condition.things turn out pretty well. everything is under control. crap, dunno what else to say. heh. better start doin' my QMT's work. take care peeps.nyte2 :)).

U.C

2010-01-08T02:56:00.000+08:00

this blog is officially under construction :)).

nyte nyte nyte.

away we go :))..

2009-12-23T11:16:00.002+08:00

Yang Mulia woke me up @ 7 a.m.

very very early kan.

wanna cry,

i didn't get enough sleep.

me n my sistas, we were asked to accompany her to pasar rabu.

she wanted to buy things for the kenduri.

already forgot where the pasar rabu is.

but nm, Yang Mulia drove us there.

when we got there,

i buy latok.

i'm craving for this thing quite a while.

finally found it.

LATOK a.k.a Sea weed + sambal belacan = yummy :))

.zsazsa willow cullen.

SCARED.

2009-12-18T23:32:00.004+08:00

OMG.

found out sumthing horrible just now.

it scares the hell out of me.

i cried when my sista told me the ugly truth bout our h***.

shocked to the max,

it's related to what i've watched last nite.

watched Santau wit mama, chichi, chichit, jiji, n adik @ GSC 1B.
i'm soooo not into ghost / horror film.
i'm more into comedy thingy, romantic comedy, n action flicks.
UNBORN is the 1st horror movie i've ever watched alone.
dun have the guts seyy.

n this tym, i watched it only cuz i wanna spend sum family tym wit ma love ones.

SANTAU

really scary.
cried watching dat.
the 'Nenek' kin takut owh..

there's a part where the housewife eat the half cooked eggs + blood + maggots.
blood n maggots tu yg mahal.
yuckss.
seriously, i wanna puke.

oww ya,
u may think dat i'm a crybaby.
i'm not a crybaby k.
:)).

if only i knew it would turn out lyk dis.
REGRET it so muchie.
my imagination runs wild.
wild wild west seyhh.
hehehe.

after that, mama went back to hotel.
cici n me stayed.
watched ZOMBIELAND wit aliff, iqbal n awie.
damn funny.
enjoy gla :D..

2009-11-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

what a day :))

yesterday, went to 1B wit ma frenz.

pipi koalawa.

masni jantan.

syiel nyah.

carlo rina .

fariz bret.

wan pndan.

had sooo much fun :).

took a lot of pics.

played bowling.

wan - 1st place

me - 2nd

masni a.k.a jantan - 3rd.

'ratu longkang award' goes to PIPI..

then went to kbox.

sang few songs.

my fav song of the day is U by Super Junior.

fariz sang it very well even though he dont know what on earth was he's singing bout.

after that, played basketball.

i beat fariz.

his score is 30++ n mine 80 ++..

i'm back ;)..

2009-11-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

finally, i'm here in KB..

my beloved hometown.

feels lyk i'm in heaven :).

there is no other place like home :)

home SWEET home..

miss my cozy room sooo much..

my mum's home cook meal. yummy ~..

my bed.

the internet connection.

MTV, V, HITZ.

gonna treasure dis as much as i can
gonna sieze the days.

going back to uitm dis wednesday..

netball training mode till 30th nov.

:):)..

wanna eat 1st..

going to update this later..

fasha cullen.

2009-10-14T21:28:00.003+08:00

Mood :

neugierig

zufrieden

happy :)

F.A.S.H.A

is currently eating bambangan..

yummy :) ..

lyk lyk lyk ..

alone in da room..
uuhhhh..
scary..

dun have BEL classes for the rest of the week.

yeah2!..

hurm..

but still need to get up early tomorrow,

have group discussion wit ben, esther n effa @ da library..

a report on biology's academic visit n 4 lab reports waiting to be done..

going to be busy next week,

got 4 tests, Maths, Chemistry, Bio n Bel's speaking test..

hahaha..

how ironic is that??..

had archery open book test.
my beloved archery lecturer ,
mr.khoO,

gave me n my fren answers to some of da questions.

~~cam xda2 ja test td..~~

he's so cool n adorable..

heh~..

next week,

we are going to have a party..

:))

wearing slipar jepun = heaven :)

the story hasn't ended yet. it has just begun :)

2009-10-09T22:28:00.002+08:00

new beginning..
new me..
new blog..
everything's new :)..

a lot of thing happened this week.
lots of pressure.
huh.
i can still feel da burden on my shoulder.
the feeling of hopelessness is over bearing.
wanna scream my lungs out..
wanna run as fast and as far as i could..
wonder what's the purpose of me living on earth.
heh.
life is so damn complicated.